I called the surgeon’s office, to see if they had a date set yet for my surgery, and Linda said no, that the Dr had to book it. So it’s more waiting. She said they don’t do a lot during the Christmas holidays so I’m thinking it will be Jan 4th or 11th, at least I hope it’s that quick. I don’t like the idea of this thing being in me longer than it has to be, and I want it out.

I dropped off the pre op sheet to my family Dr’s and was told I need her to do an assessment on me and send that to the hospital, so I am going to see Family Dr on Thursday Dec 30th (in 2 days) and get that done. So things are progressing, just not as fast as I would like.

A natural tendency is to wonder if the thing is growing and invading the lymph nodes while I wait for surgery. I’m really working hard to curb my thoughts from going down that road, and instead I am trying to focus on staying calm, relaxed and am sending healing thoughts to the area, telling my body to wall it in  and not let is spread further! Who knows if imaging like that works, I believe it does, and so will continue to try it.

I’ll post more when I know more.

…Pam…