Tommorrow we get Max. I’m taking the afternoon off so I can make sure we get him home.
I feel slightly guilty that we’re bringing home a new boy already, but I simply can’t go on with this void in my heart, and my life. The mornings have been especially painful for me… Buck and I had breakfast together, went for a walk together and generally started our day together. I really miss him.
I’m nervous about Max too – the Chow requires a strong Alpha Male presence, and I hope I’m up for it!
Thanks to every one for the emails, cards and flowers. They really meant a lot to us.
Maurice
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Congratulations on bringing home Max…..It would be fun to be a fly on the wall or have a video camera when he walks in the door and grasps that this “home”.
I think there is no place for guilt because Buck would be happy to see you smile again, he really would. He would be proud that you gave another boy a chance. Cathy
There is no need to feel guilty sweetie, we honour our sweet boy Buck by getting a new guy… if we did not love him so much, the pain would not be as terrible. Buck would want us to be happy. 🙂
…Pam…